Not So Sure...
...I'm happy with the way my life is going right now.
I'm taking the fall semester off of school...it's going to be torture, and i''m going to hate it, but i can't very well pay my own way through, and because i'm stupid, and failed half my classes, my mom won't pay either. so tomorrow i go to work and asked to be put on full time, and for insurance. then i have to go to school and drop all of my classes i'm registered for in the fall. it's going to be a very depressing day.
I've also stopped talking to a few people in the past year that i really regret not speaking too. Shadd. Eryn. Cody. Beth. Timo. I just miss so many people it's impossible to list them all.
Rite. So kevin is leaving very soon. I'm not saying it's going to be easy on him by any means, but it's going to be easiER. He's gonna have school, and the thrill of being in a new town to keep him occupied. me? i'm going to have my very depressing job. if i'm luck..i'll have my friends. i just...i feel like my life is pointless right now. i want to just give up...i feel like everything i try...i fuck up...*sigh* I give...
Always.
Lauren Jean
I'm taking the fall semester off of school...it's going to be torture, and i''m going to hate it, but i can't very well pay my own way through, and because i'm stupid, and failed half my classes, my mom won't pay either. so tomorrow i go to work and asked to be put on full time, and for insurance. then i have to go to school and drop all of my classes i'm registered for in the fall. it's going to be a very depressing day.
I've also stopped talking to a few people in the past year that i really regret not speaking too. Shadd. Eryn. Cody. Beth. Timo. I just miss so many people it's impossible to list them all.
Rite. So kevin is leaving very soon. I'm not saying it's going to be easy on him by any means, but it's going to be easiER. He's gonna have school, and the thrill of being in a new town to keep him occupied. me? i'm going to have my very depressing job. if i'm luck..i'll have my friends. i just...i feel like my life is pointless right now. i want to just give up...i feel like everything i try...i fuck up...*sigh* I give...
Always.
Lauren Jean