Jul 24, 2006 02:38
Okay, so it's the first time i've posted on here in forever...and it's only because myspace is down.
I'm in a very odd mood. This is the first night since we've met, that i havn't seen kevin. It's bothering me in ways i didn't see it bothering me. I'm very lonely and very horny. I know...i'm a horrible horrible person, it seems as though this is all i think about...but when you come out of a relationship where its there whenever you want it for two years...to going stark cold nothing...it's another one of those addictions you have to fight...i love kevin. he and i clicked like i've never clicked with anyone before. he is amazingly smart, and funny, and his looks awe me. I LOVE his long hair. I'm head over heels in love with him and ai am so happee...this is a feeling i havn't felt in so long...well, lets just say...i couldn't tell you the last time i felt it. When he steps into my car, my heart skips a beat. When he looks into my eyes, my head swims. When he kisses me...I lose touch with reality...all my problems melt away and nothing else matters. Not having him here tonite is tearing me apart. I cannot even begin to imagine what him being away at college is going to do to me....bagh....I'm so down tonite....and it's all because he's not around.....I'm love sick...there's no other answer.....I love you Kevin C Pryor...always and forever.
Lauren jean