“Destruction” By Evelin_novemberdusk-www.deviantart.com
You attempt to control the universe
with your woes….
Treat galaxies like specks of dust…
and remain aloof to the stars…
expecting it all to revolve around you.
I fell into the waves….
one minute I was perfection….
the next a scrap of waste…
torn to shreds by wanting to understand your tides…
the whats and whys.
But I no longer sympathesize
with the emptiness of your eyes…
No longer give attention
to what others mistake as depth….
and to what I now see
as selfish puddles of me
and my….
and mine….
For it was never about anything more
than how the entire world
has wronged you…
betrayed you…
left you.
When all along it was you who burned bridges.
You who tarnished gold…
crushed diamonds into dust
just for a moment’s entertainment….
I became bored with that….
Saw you for who you were…
exposed you to the sun….
and watched the sugar coating melt to
reveal the tarred heart.
You are your truth….
and the truth is spoken through actions.
Blazing across my life like streaks of sun….
I never could really see you without blindness.
I hung silent like the moon…
waxed and waned at your comfort…
until I exploded against the sky…
realizing I was just as celestial as you perceive yourself to be.
Try to swing the planets back your way….
attempt to control the movements of the Earth…
feel free to believe what you need against me…..
But I will never be trapped again….
never race on an endless track…
never repeat the words I spilled on paper…
I will never be warped into your black hole again…