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Woop...only two exams to go!!! I'm well chuffed! Apparently Thursday i will be meeting up with Ben...as in the German...well British but grew up in Germany...the one that's a tad eccentric and very eloquent. I have to say he does intimidate me slightly...and I don't get intimidated easily at all...I'm still trying to figure out why he has this interest in me all of a sudden...and I am a tad/highly sceptical...like we are complete opposites...apart from the fact that he likes to talk a lot!...I'm quite intregued to see if we do actually have any kind of common ground and I know it's bad because i shouldn't sterotype but he probably THE poshest person you could ever meet...like he just is the way he speaks, the way he dresses...he seems quite down to earth though like he is the type that would try and get on with everyone but maybe it doesn't quite work out because poshness does intimidate every so slightly...yeah...and I'm still perplexed...I mean literally confused...I have to admit even though he is cute, i don't really fancy him just because I don't really think we would have anything in common...In my mind Thursday will be full of akward conversation and me being incredibly bored...and him too probably...:-S but I like a challlenge lol...lets see just how flexible I am when it comes to getting along with people...lets see whether I can push class boundaries and work towards a more integrated and equal society...HA!...yeah right!...
But yeah i'll see how it goes...but I'm kinda a bit weirded out for another reason too...as in I'm used to guys being quite forward with me...not too forward but they are ususally the ones who make the first move to ask me out or tell me that they like me ect...apart from with Patri...yeah that was me taking the bull by the horns lol...I do have to admit that I do like it when guys take the initiative especially when you don't have a clue that they like you as with Olly, and Jon lol....although unfortunately nothing came of that because I was too shy :-( and recently Phil :-)...but this guy is yeah..random...he is very flirty but not in a sleezy way, it's actually quite funny...i play it coyly...he's cool but yeah...I'm not looking for any sexual conquests as yet...ha...I remember I said that around this time last year too...I told myself...yeah I'll levae it about six months just being single...a few entertaining snogs here and there but nothing more...then came Perugia lol...but no this time it's gonna stay that way...it was slightly compromised with Mr Bobby BUT that's just because it was Mr D...at least I have self restraint it was fecking hard though!
Yeah but Ben...should be jokes...
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plus ii'm kinda glad I'm staying in Leeds...got a few job interviews tomorrow :-D...and the money can be spent on jetting off abroad! woop!
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But yeah i'll see how it goes...but I'm kinda a bit weirded out for another reason too...as in I'm used to guys being quite forward with me...not too forward but they are ususally the ones who make the first move to ask me out or tell me that they like me ect...apart from with Patri...yeah that was me taking the bull by the horns lol...I do have to admit that I do like it when guys take the initiative especially when you don't have a clue that they like you as with Olly, and Jon lol....although unfortunately nothing came of that because I was too shy :-( and recently Phil :-)...but this guy is yeah..random...he is very flirty but not in a sleezy way, it's actually quite funny...i play it coyly...he's cool but yeah...I'm not looking for any sexual conquests as yet...ha...I remember I said that around this time last year too...I told myself...yeah I'll levae it about six months just being single...a few entertaining snogs here and there but nothing more...then came Perugia lol...but no this time it's gonna stay that way...it was slightly compromised with Mr Bobby BUT that's just because it was Mr D...at least I have self restraint it was fecking hard though!
Yeah but Ben...should be jokes...
:-D
plus ii'm kinda glad I'm staying in Leeds...got a few job interviews tomorrow :-D...and the money can be spent on jetting off abroad! woop!
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