Patti is....wishing for a personality transplant
I'm so tired.
Unpacking boxes. Doesn't sound like it's that bad, but it does take a lot out of you sometimes. I don't know why, but it does. It doesn't help that I'm running up and down those stairs all fricking day. Arrgh. As much as I love my job, this part's not so fun.
I don't know why I'm complaining. It's funny, with moods. You can be up in the clouds one minute and feel like you're in hell the next. And over the stupidest, most trivial things too. I've been so happy the past couple of weeks, and I don't want that to stop. I'd started to get so sick of myself, how I constantly felt down and stupid and annoying over the dumbest things. I felt like I was probably putting other people through hell, just by being around them. My toxic personality must have just been overwhelming. And writing this now, it seems so stupid. I don't know what I was thinking. All I know is that I have emotions that get the best of me sometimes, and the person that takes the brunt of it is myself.
Personality transplant wishlist: more confidence, skills at "outgoingness" (pretty sure I came up with that myself) happy and carefree attitude. Gratitude.
Oh God, what is wrong with me?
Unpacking boxes. Doesn't sound like it's that bad, but it does take a lot out of you sometimes. I don't know why, but it does. It doesn't help that I'm running up and down those stairs all fricking day. Arrgh. As much as I love my job, this part's not so fun.
I don't know why I'm complaining. It's funny, with moods. You can be up in the clouds one minute and feel like you're in hell the next. And over the stupidest, most trivial things too. I've been so happy the past couple of weeks, and I don't want that to stop. I'd started to get so sick of myself, how I constantly felt down and stupid and annoying over the dumbest things. I felt like I was probably putting other people through hell, just by being around them. My toxic personality must have just been overwhelming. And writing this now, it seems so stupid. I don't know what I was thinking. All I know is that I have emotions that get the best of me sometimes, and the person that takes the brunt of it is myself.
Personality transplant wishlist: more confidence, skills at "outgoingness" (pretty sure I came up with that myself) happy and carefree attitude. Gratitude.
Oh God, what is wrong with me?