losing no matter what
ok, i need some serious help and i need a response from someone plz ....i cant get over katie. here's the situation i dated and dearly loved this girl katie i love everything about her. we were together for almost 2 years she dumped me 3 months ago and i've been a horrible mess ever since. we became like best friends after she left me but i couldn't be the friend she wanted because she had left me and started dating a guy who totally and completely hates my guts. anyway the problem is is that im not over her yet and i cry everytime she mentions him in her blogs or f2f with me. i know she loved him waywayway more that she ever loved me and they were only together for like 3 months. what i need help with is how do i stop my emotions from going buckwild every time she says his name.they broke up, he says it was my fault because i was her friend. that i did it to them. im beginning to think so too. i didnt mean to if i did i actually quite a few times tried to help them out but like i said he hates me and my way wasnt good enough for him. but anyway i cant get over her and i NEED to somehow . is there anyway to get over her and stay her best friend? someway to do it that doesn't require me leaving her for an extended period of time? i dont ever want toleave her side i need her in my life she's my only true family i have she's my BFF and my closest confidant i love her more than my own life itself and i won't give her up. i'd go into the furthest reaches of hell itself and fight ever devil and demon along the way to save her. i'd die for her sacrifice my own happiness and life to make her happy and keep her safe. katie im sorry i ruined your life even if you think i didn't you could have been happy with kelly and i feel like i should leave so you might have a chance to be happy. i wishthat you could be happy with me as just a friend even. im so sorry i came back into your life and ruined everything good you had i should've stayed in new orleans