Cancelled again but not giving up

[night_aria]

I know I haven't been posting too much the last few days but quite a bit has been up with my family and such. I was supposed to go out with my Dad a few days ago after he finally talked to me on the phone. It didn't turn out though he canceled. I had a feeling it would happen but it still hurt me even so. I had been looking forward to Jared and I

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[beautifulpoetic]

I loved going out on the lake that I would go to each summer until I was 12 on in my grandfathers speed boat. It was so much fun. I could barely see but I loved it anyway. I also loved the bobbing feeling I'd get afterward from being in the boat for a couple of hours.

Hopefully you can go out with your dad and enjoy some time on the boat with him. Sometimes doing activites people enjoy makes them more suseptible to talk about what's going on with them.

I understand what you mean by wanting your mom to show some more interest in what's going on. She was married to him a long time, and he is the person she ended up having children with. Whether she likes it or not there is always a connection to him. Disregarding what's going on with him as if it has nothing to do with you, or your brother and sister is turning a blind eye to the situation at hand.

It is an exciting time for her, having the wedding just days away and making sure the preparations are there for the moment before, during and after so she can enjoy the day. I really do hope that the wedding is very successful and it was nice of her to come by with a gift for you. It even seems unexpected by me. lol

[night_aria]

I hope so too. I am going to try and call Dad tomorrow. I will be going to Mom's tomorrow though to visit her. I haven't in a while she has been so busy with the wedding and all. I want to help her but she says she just wants me to come when they get my dress... I have offered many times to help not much more I can do but continue to do so.

I am not loosing hope on Dad. I am hoping soon we can go out on the boat and talk some things over.