Jul 25, 2009 06:16
There is a lot going on right now.. a lot of stuff I don't have any control over but just the same I wish so much that I could. One of the ladies from our church, Pauline had surgery for her lungs. I haven't heard anything on how she is doing yet though I am sure there will be an update at church tomorrow night. She has had trouble for some time now but I believe that it can all turn out well. I do have faith.
The second thing is a friend of mine from high school her name is Trish she is in the hospital ICU with an impacted intestine. She has had this problem before and pulled through but still sometimes it's hard not to worry. She has been through so much in her life... two kidney transplants, a stroke, being paralyzed, having a shunt placed in her brain when she was just a baby. I have known Trish my whole life pretty much and I know she is a really trooper. She is determined to live her life to the fullest and has done so much more than some had expected. When we were in high school she was on crutches then and even so she marched in marching band and drove a car that she had her sister rig especially so she could. She is a very special person.
Third my Uncle Kenny has been depressed lately and I don't know why. This surprised me as thats not usual for him. I sent him a message and I got no answer. This didn't bother me too much till it happened a second time. I asked my Mom if she knew what was up she said she didn't know. She talked to him and all he said was he was lonely and needed his family. I know when you are hurting a lot of times people close others off even when they might really need to talk. Was it wrong of me that a small part of me was hurt? I'm not so much now but yeah I was...
My brother and his girlfriend just had a new baby and Mom told me today that their house is flooded. She of course blames this on my Dads inability to help out right. She says if he had done right when helping them with the house there would have been no flood...
Needless to say with the new baby especially I am concerned about the flooding. I am concerned about my Mom also who is trying to plan a wedding with all her troubles she has going both health and otherwise. I worry about her inability to let go...
Like I said before I do have faith and I believe that everything will turn out for the best but sometimes it's just SO hard not to be worried. Please keep these in your prayers if and when you do. Sometimes it just feels like when it rains it pours.
Thanks so much for reading this all. I appreciate it so much :)
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