May 19, 2004 11:50
Trust betrayed. Bittersweet love. Self-blame and self-hatred. Returning to distorted emotions of the past. My darkest aspects rising to surface because of all this bullshit. Plus the monthly female bill.
DAMMIT!!!! Don't ask.
ANYWAYS...going to Lizafish's birthday par-tay tonight, going to drown stress in margaritas & dance around and try to get away with blasting 80s rock there.
Brian isn't anwering his phone...don't know yet if he ended up going to the stupid cv foster lake party last night.
Our senior skip day is Monday, joy joy.
I have a solo in choir plus me senior solo. Two solos for our last concert. Yay.
Those multi-vitamin pills are really gross.
WHY AM I WRITING THIS. AHH THE COMPUTER IS HAVING A SEIZURE! better go. I'm SO ready for tonight.
~selfish angst-ridden bitch who posesses my body every so often (haha.)
P.S. Steph? Jamie? Could I get an account on the image club, PLEASE???