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I'm not getting better and I think I might need to go to the hospital soon. Jessica has been calling but i literally can't speak today. i have a feeling i'm going to have to quit my job, school...i don't know...i've missed so much from being out, and Jessica...even though she says me being sick isn't a problem, I still think it is. It bothers me. I'm bothered that I'm not being allowed to do anything with my life because of health problems and everything that was finally starting to go good, might not now.
I know feeling upset about it isn't going to help me feel any better physically but I just can't help but think it.
I know feeling upset about it isn't going to help me feel any better physically but I just can't help but think it.