Re: page long apology letterlessthanjess07June 16 2004, 08:58:38 UTC
alright, so now i take back everything that apology said. i didnt expect you to be a little jerk about it. what is everyone's problem with calling and bringing things to my attention when they can't make it to something?? you have my # its not rocket science. well this summer has been very productive, i figured out who my real friends are . hmm you know what, I QUIT!! when you have problems with something go talk to someone else because, i def dont want to hear anything about anything from you. It took me a long time to write that apology and i did ramble on about somethings but you should have at least read the whole thing. you know you basically said the same thing i said about you to me, and hmm within a matter a seconds i forgave you, but you can't find a tiny bit of sympathy AT ALL. Ask anyone who actually did say something to me on that special little saturday of mine, and they will tell you i was pissed off so bad. you didnt even have the courtesy to even IM me or write something on the livejournal or anything. it seems you and "she who shall remain nameless" are the same. you guys are exactly the same. you dont know what you did wrong and you dont even seem to care about it at all either. as far as i'm concerned you both have a lesson to learn in friendship. because starting now this one is over until i can think of something to make it better. but i dont really want to think of a way to fix it right now because all you are being is stubborn and a definate hypocrite. get your stories straight and think of what is important. i should have seen it way before, HA you both are the only two people who pissed me off this bad and for the same exact reason. i think you guys are becoming the opposite form of one another. thats a bit strange. but oh well, i have plenty of people, make that plenty of brothers that i would love to talk to now. well im off to have some fun, and just remember, I AM DEFINATELY NOT SORRY ANYMORE, IN FACT I'LL SAY THIS AGAIN, FUCK YOU SHAWN!!!
Re: page long apology letterxxxsmurfetnickyJune 17 2004, 13:57:24 UTC
Sympathy is if u have gone through the same exsperince Empathy is when u can only imagine that exsperince! So i think u mean Empathy. And i love it how u talk chit on a lj. U don't even have the nerve to say it to my face which is pretty funny. And me and shawn are not a lil emo kid who is still bitchin bout one lil thing that didn't go ur way. I have told u sorry and thats all i can possibly do. But u take the childish way and bitch about EVERYTHING! Instead of just being mad but excepting the other person has FUCKED UP! So yeah i see who my realy freinds are if u just think i am a BIG BITCH and all. HmM and i didn't see u complaining when i took u to the beach got us into a party and got u a place to crash and a ride home. So yeah NICE ONE !!! Oh and um .. i never have made fun of mentally handy capped people because i knoe i coulda easliy been one of them and makeing fun of peopl for chit like that is so stupid. So yeah u need to stop ur lying and bitchin on me. GROW THE FUCK UP this summer while ur gone and relize ur just makin this situation alot worse. And um ... sorry that Shawn doesn't like u the way u like him but u dun have to call him a fag and ugly cuz oviously u liked him and juss cuz he piss's u off u change ur mind on ur guy's freindship of the past year and a half ( way to throw a good thing away). So u dun see us calling u a FUCKIN LOZER or an UGLY ASS GIRL! Me and shawn have had way worse things happen then ur situation but look we are still freinds. Cuz i knoe there is not another SHAWN DAYKIN out there and i would not to throw him away. Anyways if u got anymore chit to talk please wait tell ur back in town instead of hiding where ever the hell u are. And if ur ready to stop actin like a " lil bitch " bout this and relize ur just fuckin ruining chit with this kinda attitude then i am ready to talk/hang out and i am sure shawn would be to but i dunno bout him. I kinda think u are the one that owes an APOLOGY to us. Well i'm not gonna be stupid like u and say FUCK U love nicky! So Bye
Re: page long apology letterlessthanjess07June 18 2004, 12:46:26 UTC
hmm lets remember the title of this post was "page long apology letter" meaning i apologized but wasnt forgiven and lets remember i wasnt the one who called him that in the first place Matt did. oh and lets also remember when my bro took us to the beach and we did all that shit even though he didnt even want to take you. and lets remember how i stood up for you guys when Matt or anyone else for that matter made fun of you. but you know what, Matt is my brother too in the same sense that we know each other very well and that we also seem to agree with everything when it comes down to it, i would rather have a bro like MATT STONE than someone who pisses me off a lot like SHAWN DAYKIN and doesnt seem to forgive someone when they apologize even when he threw that hissy fit and said specifically "whatever fuck you guys" and i forgave him. oh yeah and another thing im definately not hiding from you. the next time i see you anywhere i'll be sure to tell you to your faces and thats that. and who said that i said YOU made fun of those people. i sure as hell didnt. i was definately talking about kelsey there so umm NICE ONE. oh and the only reason im making such a big deal about it is i dont want to be your friend anymore. i DONT. i have other people i want to be close to and other people i know wouldnt let me down. other people that remember things better and other people that dont throw their lives away and forget about people that actually cared and worried about them. lets see:
the 5th ultimate friendship rule: (btw not dating your friends ex was #1) DONT ABANDON EACH OTHER - ...theres no law against making new friends, but it shouldnt mean leaving an old one behind.
8 things to do for your friends - 8. don't ever forget their birthdays.
you guys just dont get it. maybe to you your birthday is just another day of the year but to me its not. its a whole lot more. because, i am never the person who gets recognition for things. i am never the person who everybody pays so much attention to, and this one day of the year i would like to be i still am nothing to anyone besides the people who actually do care about me like my REAL friends and my brothers. right now the favorite brother is Matt because he actually relates to me. he made me feel better and he's always going to be there when you 2 piss me off. so cheers to him. oh yeah and your definately the Queen of talking Shit not me. well im going to stop with this stupid stuff that you're getting into for some reason, because I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR FORGETFULNESS, I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU BEING SUCH A HUGE STONER I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS' CRAP AND I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR TERRIBLE SPELLING AND TERRIBLE GRAMMAR SO LATERRR.
love, jess
P.S. hmmm you seem to still see me as a "lil bitch" thats pretty funny seeing how you and kelsey and probably now shawn think that and you guys are the only people who have ever pissed me off and for shawn been a jerk and not forgiven me after i sincerely apologized. oh yeah and shawn is a huge hypocrite. yeah thats about it, i think i've covered all my last words to you guys and i hope you have nice lives because i know i definately will after getting you guys far far away from me and getting over shawn and getting over how lame you are. i think now i am free of those bad moods caused by you guys and i wont be needing anymore of those sad livejournal faces because im done with this livejournal:LessThanJess07 and im going to move it to a whole new location where it sunny instead of rainy its clear instead of foggy and no arguing is allowed because this livejournal i have now represents the old me and my new one will be the new me who will be catching up with my old friends who i know are more trustworthy and less forgetful and more appreciative than you guys. sayonara you sad people that i used to confide in but now i know i am happier where i was with the people i liked more. plus with the people i like better, they all hang out with Will so i can be closer to him and not have anyone bring that down by crushing on him and making me uncomfortable like you.
LOVE,
Jess <3
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Sympathy is if u have gone through the same exsperince Empathy is when u can only imagine that exsperince! So i think u mean Empathy. And i love it how u talk chit on a lj. U don't even have the nerve to say it to my face which is pretty funny. And me and shawn are not a lil emo kid who is still bitchin bout one lil thing that didn't go ur way. I have told u sorry and thats all i can possibly do. But u take the childish way and bitch about EVERYTHING! Instead of just being mad but excepting the other person has FUCKED UP! So yeah i see who my realy freinds are if u just think i am a BIG BITCH and all. HmM and i didn't see u complaining when i took u to the beach got us into a party and got u a place to crash and a ride home. So yeah NICE ONE !!! Oh and um .. i never have made fun of mentally handy capped people because i knoe i coulda easliy been one of them and makeing fun of peopl for chit like that is so stupid. So yeah u need to stop ur lying and bitchin on me. GROW THE FUCK UP this summer while ur gone and relize ur just makin this situation alot worse. And um ... sorry that Shawn doesn't like u the way u like him but u dun have to call him a fag and ugly cuz oviously u liked him and juss cuz he piss's u off u change ur mind on ur guy's freindship of the past year and a half ( way to throw a good thing away). So u dun see us calling u a FUCKIN LOZER or an UGLY ASS GIRL! Me and shawn have had way worse things happen then ur situation but look we are still freinds. Cuz i knoe there is not another SHAWN DAYKIN out there and i would not to throw him away. Anyways if u got anymore chit to talk please wait tell ur back in town instead of hiding where ever the hell u are. And if ur ready to stop actin like a " lil bitch " bout this and relize ur just fuckin ruining chit with this kinda attitude then i am ready to talk/hang out and i am sure shawn would be to but i dunno bout him. I kinda think u are the one that owes an APOLOGY to us. Well i'm not gonna be stupid like u and say FUCK U love nicky! So Bye
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the 5th ultimate friendship rule: (btw not dating your friends ex was #1)
DONT ABANDON EACH OTHER - ...theres no law against making new friends, but it shouldnt mean leaving an old one behind.
8 things to do for your friends - 8. don't ever forget their birthdays.
you guys just dont get it. maybe to you your birthday is just another day of the year but to me its not. its a whole lot more. because, i am never the person who gets recognition for things. i am never the person who everybody pays so much attention to, and this one day of the year i would like to be i still am nothing to anyone besides the people who actually do care about me like my REAL friends and my brothers. right now the favorite brother is Matt because he actually relates to me. he made me feel better and he's always going to be there when you 2 piss me off. so cheers to him. oh yeah and your definately the Queen of talking Shit not me. well im going to stop with this stupid stuff that you're getting into for some reason, because I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND ANYMORE. I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR FORGETFULNESS, I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOU BEING SUCH A HUGE STONER I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL OF YOU GUYS' CRAP AND I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH YOUR TERRIBLE SPELLING AND TERRIBLE GRAMMAR SO LATERRR.
love,
jess
P.S. hmmm you seem to still see me as a "lil bitch" thats pretty funny seeing how you and kelsey and probably now shawn think that and you guys are the only people who have ever pissed me off and for shawn been a jerk and not forgiven me after i sincerely apologized. oh yeah and shawn is a huge hypocrite. yeah thats about it, i think i've covered all my last words to you guys and i hope you have nice lives because i know i definately will after getting you guys far far away from me and getting over shawn and getting over how lame you are. i think now i am free of those bad moods caused by you guys and i wont be needing anymore of those sad livejournal faces because im done with this livejournal:LessThanJess07 and im going to move it to a whole new location where it sunny instead of rainy its clear instead of foggy and no arguing is allowed because this livejournal i have now represents the old me and my new one will be the new me who will be catching up with my old friends who i know are more trustworthy and less forgetful and more appreciative than you guys. sayonara you sad people that i used to confide in but now i know i am happier where i was with the people i liked more. plus with the people i like better, they all hang out with Will so i can be closer to him and not have anyone bring that down by crushing on him and making me uncomfortable like you.
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