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So I spoke to the girl from my previous update and I told her that I liked her and I thought she was pretty. She just looked at me and pointed at her hijab and asked me if I knew what it meant. Defeated I told her yes I did. And that was pretty much the end of that. There are a handful of women I am attracted to in my life right now but I cannot talk to them because my fear of rejection stops me. I literally cannot remember the last time I told a woman I was attracted to her and she gave me a favorable response. It isnt a womans fault, its mine. I just wish there was a way for me to put myself out there without fear of getting hurt and for the hurt feeling.. to hurt so much. i dont make any sense i guess but I am a stupid man after all, what do you expect lol