Oct 26, 2004 22:14
Lately...
I've been having trouble juggling schoolwork, my band, and work. In order to free more time in my schedule, I quit my demanding job, knowing that I wouldn't have too much spending cash anymore. Reality is, I need a job, and my parents are forcing me to get a new one. So I've decided to take a month off to search the market and to catch up with my band and studies.
Sometimes I am so easily frustrated. I feel like I can be too kind at times, to a point at which my kindness ends up making things more difficult for myself. Things are changing. Maybe people could be more considerate towards me. I fear that my parents will tell me to drop the band when they see my reportcard.
In other news, today I filmed at the warehouse a little. I have to do some editing for my demo reel that I send to colleges. It's awesome getting back into film and video. Afterwards Kaelin and I went to Repo. I bought my first cd in probably two months wow. Tomorrow is the Converge show, but I think I'm just going to go to practice since we need it.