yeah
i can never fall asleep. i don't sleep well. when i finally get to sleep it's late, which is why i wake up so late during the day.
i can't stop thinking about things that have been said to me.
i think i'm an idiot.
i just feel like i don't do anyone much good. honestly, like i don't bring anything real to any table anywhere. so depressing? since when do i post to this....
what do i do that's right anymore even. i barely have an appetite anymore. where did my energy go...
i move back to school on saturday. and this break was like this massive COCKtease and i don't feel much like going back. i thought i would be excited to move in again but now that i think of it, i'm not so sure.
maybe i'm just sad again because everyone is moving back. i don't know. ughhhhh if i read this post i would be annoyed....so i'm sorry everyone.
i can't stop thinking about things that have been said to me.
i think i'm an idiot.
i just feel like i don't do anyone much good. honestly, like i don't bring anything real to any table anywhere. so depressing? since when do i post to this....
what do i do that's right anymore even. i barely have an appetite anymore. where did my energy go...
i move back to school on saturday. and this break was like this massive COCKtease and i don't feel much like going back. i thought i would be excited to move in again but now that i think of it, i'm not so sure.
maybe i'm just sad again because everyone is moving back. i don't know. ughhhhh if i read this post i would be annoyed....so i'm sorry everyone.