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i'm being increadibly emotional right now.
today has been full of ups and downs. it's sad when work is one of the highlights of my day. i'll give you a list of the emotions i've felt today: exhaustion, disappointment, frustration, abandoned, annoyed, loved, wanted, missed, forgotten. i really don't know what's going on in my heart right now. i've gotten my feelings hurt so easily recently. i'm sick of it. why do we let people who are so close to us hurt us for no reason? anyone know the answer?
ever tell yourself not to like someone because it would just make things a mess? yea that's part of where i am right now. crazy... i know. prat of why i tell myself not to like someone is because i'm still healing and moving on from the whole kyle situation. i miss him, mainly his friendship. today was one of those days where i would have called him frustrated and vented and he would have talked sense into me and made it better, but i couldn't call him. i hated that. only time will make it better, i know.
school starts wednesday. senior year of college... i thought this would feel so old. maybe it hasn't hit me yet.
that's all i've got.
today has been full of ups and downs. it's sad when work is one of the highlights of my day. i'll give you a list of the emotions i've felt today: exhaustion, disappointment, frustration, abandoned, annoyed, loved, wanted, missed, forgotten. i really don't know what's going on in my heart right now. i've gotten my feelings hurt so easily recently. i'm sick of it. why do we let people who are so close to us hurt us for no reason? anyone know the answer?
ever tell yourself not to like someone because it would just make things a mess? yea that's part of where i am right now. crazy... i know. prat of why i tell myself not to like someone is because i'm still healing and moving on from the whole kyle situation. i miss him, mainly his friendship. today was one of those days where i would have called him frustrated and vented and he would have talked sense into me and made it better, but i couldn't call him. i hated that. only time will make it better, i know.
school starts wednesday. senior year of college... i thought this would feel so old. maybe it hasn't hit me yet.
that's all i've got.