Jun 02, 2004 15:15
I love people. I really do, there so much to be discoverd. And so much to learn. This is chessy and this is dumb but im actually serious. I love little kids. I mean some i cant stand but those are rare finds. I think i want to be a kindergarden teacher. No joke. Ive been thinking about it all week and i think its what i can do, what i would enjoy doing. That is if this whole writer thing falls through. I think i want mutiple careers. Im not staying in one place my whole existance, (not physically, but mentally) Im gonna go somewhere, whether or not i graduate high school and/or go on to college. Im gonna do something.
I have this idea, that i was discussing with myself last night in bed. Its about how people run from realality...kinda.
Like, how people are always not going through with things because they are afraid of the outcome, of the tomarrow if you wish to call it.
I think its when being aware of the concequences becomes a major problem. ive noticed that a lot of people do it, mabey with out noticing. I do it. I apoligize, all this probaly just came out in a blob of words and dots and commas, aw well.
Ive got a lot of therories and such flowing in and out through my brain as if it were a heart. Pull and pushing blood out and in. Out and in..
Im eating cereal. mm
off i go.