Wow...
It's been a lloonnnggg time since last I was on LJ (quite possibly a year, I believe)... and boy have things changed! The layout is completely different than I remember. It's almost surreal. Well... it would be surreal if I were extremely dramatic.
What's changed in my life? I'm not nearly as boy-crazy as I was. I don't drink anymore, I don't smoke, and I really don't party. Honestly, I don't do anything other than work and school.
Alright, slight confession on my part - I haven't smoked in 4 months, and I bought a pack of cigarettes last night. I tried one and wanted to throw up. SO! I think I'm offical done for good.
I got pregnant by a guy up in Boone, Mr. Howard Vance Barkley JR. He started off as a stand-up guy, and then turned his back completely. He stopped returning my calls and has ignored me since. Good riddance I suppose. As for baby Jacob, I lost him... and I still cry as if it happened yesterday sometimes.
I pretty much lost my brother, Kenny. That's a long story that I don't feel deserves to be publicized.
I'm still at the same job I've been at since I graduated HS... and I'm still going to the same school I've been at since HS.
I have a boyfriend, but things are never as easy as they seem. Sometimes I wonder if I'm incapable of being happy, even when the world is at my finger-tips.
I think that's about it for now.
What's changed in my life? I'm not nearly as boy-crazy as I was. I don't drink anymore, I don't smoke, and I really don't party. Honestly, I don't do anything other than work and school.
Alright, slight confession on my part - I haven't smoked in 4 months, and I bought a pack of cigarettes last night. I tried one and wanted to throw up. SO! I think I'm offical done for good.
I got pregnant by a guy up in Boone, Mr. Howard Vance Barkley JR. He started off as a stand-up guy, and then turned his back completely. He stopped returning my calls and has ignored me since. Good riddance I suppose. As for baby Jacob, I lost him... and I still cry as if it happened yesterday sometimes.
I pretty much lost my brother, Kenny. That's a long story that I don't feel deserves to be publicized.
I'm still at the same job I've been at since I graduated HS... and I'm still going to the same school I've been at since HS.
I have a boyfriend, but things are never as easy as they seem. Sometimes I wonder if I'm incapable of being happy, even when the world is at my finger-tips.
I think that's about it for now.