Feb 17, 2004 01:17
This is an update .. For everyone this is a everyone update so that everyone can read it im being 100% honest truthfull .. everything here ok so if u dont want to see the truth about everything then dont fuckin read .. ok ?
Im pissed off
you ask why ?
Cuz gillian ( my ex ) she is being a stupid fuck .. an its pissing me off , seriously everyone of you on my journal know me an u knwo how brutaly honest i am well im pissed off just now cuz psycho bitch is beign astupid fuck to me she is atempting to rip appart friendships that ive had for a while now an its fuckin pathetic she has started with her talking shit an as retarded an stupid an it seems she is pissing me off cuz everyone i spoken to which is .....16 at the moment agrees with me that she is talking absolute an utter fuckin bollocks .. o gil lian just fuck the hell off with your talking shit .. seriously you just make yourself seem more of a pathetic fuckin cunt .
Im not letting her continue her bitching about people that i care about its not fuckin fair now ok ! .. i let it go on this far but from now on she can fuck her self if she things im gonna let it continue anymore .. i know who are my true friends now .. an im not loosing any of them now :)
so just .. * gaaar *!!!
* ahem *
its fuckin pathetic tho seriously that she cant come to fuckin terms that im happier now than i have ever been its not my faukt she bitches about pretty much every single person she knows .. its her fault for being a bitchy person .. fuckwit calling me names when she is the one with the bitchy personality dissprder maybe she shouldget it seen to an realise that i want to be with shivonne now an be with her forever an sanyone who knows me will back me up knowing now that im fully happier than when i was ever with gillian .. i dont get cheated on with shivonne yah fuckin psycho . yah u didnt think i knew that u cheated on me for like 4 - 5 months did you yah fuckin bitch did you well actualy 3 people you know told me yah fuckin pathetic peice of shit fuck you an ur lying shit .. seriously!
im happy now i love shivonne i dont worry when i think about shivonne i know she loves me i know exactly how she feels about me i love her for everything she is an everything she wants to be she makes me more proud every day that i know her an i love her more than words can even describe one day soon i shall make it forever by asking her to marry me knowing fully well an perfectly ant ive never bene more happy than when i am when i fall asleep an wake up facing my baby ! :)
Shivonne amkes me feel the happiest i have ever felt in my life an she actualy cares about me she cares how i feel what i think everything an i dont feel scared that she is cheating on me i dont feel used or likes a peice of shit aorund her
i feel so precious i feel nice .. i feel loved i feel human its amaizng shivonne makes me feel thats im an accomplished person that i can do anything an she has inspired me in everything ive done so far that is a major step in my life an isnt scared to tell me how she feels about me i love her so much for that i cant express it peoplr like james who i tell everything know how i feel about this :D so thanx dude :) .. an as for the wedding .. im singing remember ? heh :)
thanx to my friends for not turning psycho bitch l ike gillian has i respect yous more an more every day that i know yous for everything yous do for me an eavn for everything yous dont do for me .. for everything yous do for yourselves to better your own lives .. im lucky to be where i am in life an have everything that i have this is the way its gonna be forever :)
p.s : thanx to the numerous people who sed the nice words about evertrhing.. i know i should focus on shivonne an everything that makes me happy :) i know that people i was just pissed off that gillian was saying stuff about my friends and getting away with it .. its bullshite an i wasnt letting it go ne more :)
xXx ...
I mean it :)