i won't give up on us... Chp10 Part2
Abby entered her home . She swung her bag and her coat on the sofa .
She went to the bathroom , filled warm water in her bath tub , light candles , put aroma oils and bath salts . Then she entered the kitchen poured herself a glass of good ol' wine .
She lay in the bath tub with her glass of wine in one hand and magazine in another . She had a peaceful time . Relaxing .
She knew she had to talk to Hugh . None of this was his fault . He had been nothing but patient , caring and loving to her . His being angry was justified .
Next morning she woke up . She took a day off . Made a herself breakfast . Ate it .
Made up her mind and finally picked up her phone to call Hugh .
She had a momentary hesitation as was dialing his number .
"Hello Hugh ..?"
"Abby ! Hello .. ammm" shocked that she finally called .
"Can we meet ? now ?" she asked in a very soft voice .
"Ya sure ... where are you ?"
"At home .... My appartment "
"Oh ... ok ... I'll be there in about an hour ...is that okay ?"
"Ya .... I'll see you then "
Abby was shocked by this conversation . It was better than expected . It was not cold . They weren't shouting at each other .No cursing and blaming each other .
As each minute passed , Abby grew more and more nervous .
Finally her buzzer rang . She let him in . He came up to her floor . She opened her door and there he was .
He looked like a mess . His eyes were swollen and red . Abby felt terrible doing this to him .
'Hugh .... I ..... Come on in " Abby feeling bad . She wasn't expecting him to look miserable . He was wearing blue jeans and a dark blue shirt .
He put on a small smile and stepped in . She hugged him . She held him for a while . That's all he wanted . He felt that this was probably her pre-wedding jitters . But little did he know what was coming up ...
"Should i get you anything ? Coffee perhaps ?" Abby asked him as he seated himself on the sofa .
"That sounds good . sure " he replied .
She went went into the kitchen and poured him some coffee .
"Here you go ." handing him his coffee with a smile .
"Thank You "
She sat herself down beside him . She stared into his eyes , ever so kind eyes .
"So... what is this? pre-wedding jitters ? What happened that night ? What's happened to you ?"he asked politely .
she looked away . Her eyes were swelling up . She din't want to do this to him . She felt sick of herself .
"Hugh .. i want to tell you the truth . I am not going to hide anything . and please don't stop me while i am speaking . Once i am done , you can scream at me , yell at me . i won't mind . All of this is my fault .
Hugh you are an amazing person . You have always been so kind and loving and patient with me . Thank you for that . You are truly every girls dream . The day that you proposed me ? something happened . That morning Pierce came back . So that day i was upset and angry to why he was back . Maybe i said yes to you to prove it to him that i am happy and moved on. And yes i was happy with you . I will never say you have ever failed me or upset me because you have not .Never .Soon after we got engaged ... i started to compare our engagement to the time i was engaged to him . It was different . It breaks my heart to tell you that ... i don't love ..you... I am still in love with him . I'll always love you and care for you but maybe as a friend or something . I know this sounds pathetic but i really coundn't go ahead with this wedding because if i did i'd be cheating you and myself . i am really sorry for this has happened . i really am . i never wanted to do this to you . Ever . i am sorry." Abby started to cry . Tears kept rolling down . Every word she said , she meant it .
"Oh ... i don't know what to say . Hey ..maybe we were never meant to be ... I always knew that you'd always love him ...You always being here kept assuring me of that . But ... this is good that this is happening now . Or else we'd be married and divorced ..more of mess . I am glad that you told me the truth . really .Abby did you cheat on me with him ? i mean .."he asked her .
"No ...never ... that something i'd never do ...I and Pierce are still figuring our way out ....i am still adjusting to the fact that he is back and alive... we are not back together or anything ..." abby assured him.
"Oh ...I hope you get all the love you deserve ....no hard feeling ... really " his voice breaking and becoming faint.
"Thank you for being the person you are . I will never regret our time together . You have really made me happy . But i ll always regret the fact that i hurt you ."...TBC
I know my friends all like reading Strummer or Peryl fic .... but please give this a shot ...
please :D
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She went to the bathroom , filled warm water in her bath tub , light candles , put aroma oils and bath salts . Then she entered the kitchen poured herself a glass of good ol' wine .
She lay in the bath tub with her glass of wine in one hand and magazine in another . She had a peaceful time . Relaxing .
She knew she had to talk to Hugh . None of this was his fault . He had been nothing but patient , caring and loving to her . His being angry was justified .
Next morning she woke up . She took a day off . Made a herself breakfast . Ate it .
Made up her mind and finally picked up her phone to call Hugh .
She had a momentary hesitation as was dialing his number .
"Hello Hugh ..?"
"Abby ! Hello .. ammm" shocked that she finally called .
"Can we meet ? now ?" she asked in a very soft voice .
"Ya sure ... where are you ?"
"At home .... My appartment "
"Oh ... ok ... I'll be there in about an hour ...is that okay ?"
"Ya .... I'll see you then "
Abby was shocked by this conversation . It was better than expected . It was not cold . They weren't shouting at each other .No cursing and blaming each other .
As each minute passed , Abby grew more and more nervous .
Finally her buzzer rang . She let him in . He came up to her floor . She opened her door and there he was .
He looked like a mess . His eyes were swollen and red . Abby felt terrible doing this to him .
'Hugh .... I ..... Come on in " Abby feeling bad . She wasn't expecting him to look miserable . He was wearing blue jeans and a dark blue shirt .
He put on a small smile and stepped in . She hugged him . She held him for a while . That's all he wanted . He felt that this was probably her pre-wedding jitters . But little did he know what was coming up ...
"Should i get you anything ? Coffee perhaps ?" Abby asked him as he seated himself on the sofa .
"That sounds good . sure " he replied .
She went went into the kitchen and poured him some coffee .
"Here you go ." handing him his coffee with a smile .
"Thank You "
She sat herself down beside him . She stared into his eyes , ever so kind eyes .
"So... what is this? pre-wedding jitters ? What happened that night ? What's happened to you ?"he asked politely .
she looked away . Her eyes were swelling up . She din't want to do this to him . She felt sick of herself .
"Hugh .. i want to tell you the truth . I am not going to hide anything . and please don't stop me while i am speaking . Once i am done , you can scream at me , yell at me . i won't mind . All of this is my fault .
Hugh you are an amazing person . You have always been so kind and loving and patient with me . Thank you for that . You are truly every girls dream . The day that you proposed me ? something happened . That morning Pierce came back . So that day i was upset and angry to why he was back . Maybe i said yes to you to prove it to him that i am happy and moved on. And yes i was happy with you . I will never say you have ever failed me or upset me because you have not .Never .Soon after we got engaged ... i started to compare our engagement to the time i was engaged to him . It was different . It breaks my heart to tell you that ... i don't love ..you... I am still in love with him . I'll always love you and care for you but maybe as a friend or something . I know this sounds pathetic but i really coundn't go ahead with this wedding because if i did i'd be cheating you and myself . i am really sorry for this has happened . i really am . i never wanted to do this to you . Ever . i am sorry." Abby started to cry . Tears kept rolling down . Every word she said , she meant it .
"Oh ... i don't know what to say . Hey ..maybe we were never meant to be ... I always knew that you'd always love him ...You always being here kept assuring me of that . But ... this is good that this is happening now . Or else we'd be married and divorced ..more of mess . I am glad that you told me the truth . really .Abby did you cheat on me with him ? i mean .."he asked her .
"No ...never ... that something i'd never do ...I and Pierce are still figuring our way out ....i am still adjusting to the fact that he is back and alive... we are not back together or anything ..." abby assured him.
"Oh ...I hope you get all the love you deserve ....no hard feeling ... really " his voice breaking and becoming faint.
"Thank you for being the person you are . I will never regret our time together . You have really made me happy . But i ll always regret the fact that i hurt you ."...TBC
I know my friends all like reading Strummer or Peryl fic .... but please give this a shot ...
please :D
Comments ;D