Jan 23, 2005 22:32
well today was my last day at work....i walked all the way to work in the morning....i was in a good mood...i was determined and focused... gave tj the drawing it put a big smile on his face he was laughing that he couldnt believe i could draw that .. and all that deatils it actually made me feel good and he kept saying that is so bad ass! when autumn came to work... things were back to normal.... and i didnt even go to back to my old self which is flirting the hell out of autumn.... it seem she tried to flirt with me.. but i was in self control i wasnt not even letting my horniness taking me over... and it felt good... even i wish i could do it but it was better that way ....and i did flirt a little to make sure autumn dont think that im pissed at her or anything.....and i gave her the letter after i got off the morning shift.... she loved it im so glad...then went back to work for night shift.... it was slow .... but made enought tips....i hugged everyone and said good bye... i tried to hold my sadness back into me ... autumn and paula pie slammed me and it was mess...so the last person i saved for my hug was autumn i walked her to her car and we talk for very short we hug really tight that her hands was digging into my back i was little aroused by that ....i kissed her on her forehead...then we left apart.... so instead of waiting for bus i killed time by walking a little ... on a darkness sidewalk that i couldnt see...the head light pass by me revealing a dead possum right next to me which scared the flying fuck out of me....i was like "whoa!" and i kept walking ....and got on bus since i smell like choclate pie and whipping cream.. there was this guy with chinese eyes and i swore i saw saliva coming down from his mouth and was staring at me...i grin uncomfortable...and went home