.....because of her
well i am not doing this to piss anyone off... i just had no one to talk about it....for this month it has been very instense and crazy.... i look back at my life.... and realized that i had the courage to break up with amber because of "her".... i wouldnt give amber other chance at relationship because of "her".... i lied to amber about some certain stuff because of "her"......i cut myself up because of her... i quit my job because of her and all i got from her was pain and suffering....the only thing i got is my life and now im going to get my life back together.... but where do i start ?...by giving amber other chance? get my job back ?..... ill proably figure it out soon... adios amigo...