I have a new CBI!
CBI- Current Boy Interest. i use this term as some people have had toruble keeping track. And also it is to denote something more serious than just a guy i hang out with, but not something approaching boyfriendship, though the potential is there. It also means the one with whom I exclusively sleep. *Note lack of CBI does not imply whoriness... ... ... nor does it exclude it.
So anyway, this boy. Cute, yes. But more importantly, a good heart. He also has gone skydiving and there has been discussion of me doing the same. It would mean not eating for a few weeks, but whatever. Life is short, why eat? It's been great with this guy. We aren't having the sex, but he seems to come without I-need-to-be-in-this-position or i-need-to-identify-as-such-to-cover-the-gaping-holes-in-my-ego issues when it comes to rolling around. Which is uncomplicated and nice. Additionally, he surprised me one day by just showing up and saying "hi." It was quite nice and considering the last boy I dated, well I was so busy setting things up on Valentine's Day I never noticed he did absolutely nothing.
There's also a very simple directness about him which I like. He's someone I feel I can be honest with and whom I feel is honest with me. He smokes, which tastes funny, but I've learned we can just eat cheesecake and then makeout lots. Invariably I compare him to my past relationships and CBI's or BF's. The nice thing is he shares traits with those that I still have a fondness on some level for and/ or am still friends with. He also has the gay grey New Balance shoes that Flash Hero Jonny-T had/s. gay. but cute.
I'm hoping to work out a nice dating situation where he can deal with my chaotic schedule.
Oh yes, and I got signed by a real agent. That was cool.
Anyhow, to the point. I haven't the foggiest where this boy and I are headed. But truth is I am happy now and don't give a flying fuck about predicting anything past my theatre crap schedule.
So anyway, this boy. Cute, yes. But more importantly, a good heart. He also has gone skydiving and there has been discussion of me doing the same. It would mean not eating for a few weeks, but whatever. Life is short, why eat? It's been great with this guy. We aren't having the sex, but he seems to come without I-need-to-be-in-this-position or i-need-to-identify-as-such-to-cover-the-gaping-holes-in-my-ego issues when it comes to rolling around. Which is uncomplicated and nice. Additionally, he surprised me one day by just showing up and saying "hi." It was quite nice and considering the last boy I dated, well I was so busy setting things up on Valentine's Day I never noticed he did absolutely nothing.
There's also a very simple directness about him which I like. He's someone I feel I can be honest with and whom I feel is honest with me. He smokes, which tastes funny, but I've learned we can just eat cheesecake and then makeout lots. Invariably I compare him to my past relationships and CBI's or BF's. The nice thing is he shares traits with those that I still have a fondness on some level for and/ or am still friends with. He also has the gay grey New Balance shoes that Flash Hero Jonny-T had/s. gay. but cute.
I'm hoping to work out a nice dating situation where he can deal with my chaotic schedule.
Oh yes, and I got signed by a real agent. That was cool.
Anyhow, to the point. I haven't the foggiest where this boy and I are headed. But truth is I am happy now and don't give a flying fuck about predicting anything past my theatre crap schedule.