Why I need sedatives.
Why is falling asleep such a difficult task? Why did I have to throw my sleep schedule so horribly off this past vacation? It's 4:30 in the morning, and I have to get up and go back to school in 2 hours. I haven't been doing homework, reading, working on the paper that's due tomorrow, or anything worthwhile. No, I've been sitting at my computer, listening to music, or lying in my bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep. I'm supposed to come back from vacation refreshed, not exhausted and sick. Yet I'm going to wake up in 2 hours feeling like complete shit. Why do I do this to myself? I fucking hate insomnia. Brains need an on/off switch, I swear that needs be our next evolutionary step. I'm so tired, I haven't slept a wink...I'm so tired, my mind is on the brink...I wonder should I get up and fix myself a drink...no no no....
Well, until then, I'm going to go drink some warm milk.
Well, until then, I'm going to go drink some warm milk.