you know what?
just once i'd like it if, when i feel low, i could turn to someone and be hugged by someone who cares and someone who loves me. just once i'd like it if i wasn't sitting behind computer or on the bus or lying in the bed and hugging myself and wishing so badly i was somewhere else, in someone's arms. just once i'd like to spend the new years with someone who, at midnight, would turn to me the first and hug me. i would really like that.