CooCoo for Cocopuffs

Dec 13, 2006 00:14

I just had a nervous breakdown. It involved crying while sitting on the laundry room floor for 20 straight minutes and a little screaming and throwing of the clothes. The straw that broke the camels back was the stain that will not come out of my only pair of khakis that will still fit. I am very, very tired and nothing is going right this week so this is my gripe post. Sorry.

Yesterday - I went shopping with Brandy and couldn't find 2 of the 3 things I needed. Then I went to Hobby Lobby I really, really needed to use the bathroom and theirs was apparently broken (yes both of them). So I had to drive over to BestBuy to use the bathroom and then go back to Hobby Lobby. Then I spend an hour in Books-A-Million finding presents only to go up to the front desk and have the cashiersmen (yes I made that word up) tell me their computers are down and they can't take my credit card and my check book is missing.

Today - First I have parent conference every single morning this week at 7am, because all of a sudden 1/2 way through the year parents are very concerned that their children are lazy. Well this mornings didn't show up. I also broke my slim fast diet that I was going to be adamit about. I come home tonight and don't get half the things done on my list because I just had ZERO energy. When Alan came home at 9 we started working on our table. We have been sanding this antique table down forever and were finally ready to stain it tonight. First I noticed that hubby messed up part of the table with the electric sander and it is not repairable, then I left the stain on a little too long and it wouldn't come off so we are going to have to resand the entire thing. This is also stain that we had to get custom matched and I wasted 1/2 of it now. This shouldn't be that big a deal, but our Sunday School class is coming to our house for our Christmas party this Friday and I have a big hole in the room where this table should be, it really messes up the whole room without it. I know that no one in our class will even care about the thing but I really wanted it finished. I still have to clean the entire house (which is freaking trashed), do laundry (which I haven't done in about 3 weeks), and go shopping a little more. All by Thursday night. And hubby won't be home any this week till 9 or so each night. I am completely and totally overwhelmed and I am only getting about 5 hours of sleep a night. It all caught up with those damn pants tonight.

I never let myself get like this during Christmas, I feel like I am not even focusing on the real Christmas at all and that is not like me. I am normally the Christmas Nazi. Where everything is cheery and nothing gets me upset and everything is great! Ugh I hate feeling like this. I actually wore my santa hat at school today in an attempt to keep me from maiming some chillins.

I have to remember that in 9 days I will be in Mexico. So Feliz Navidad. Dang it.
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