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I'm feeling just so emotional right now... I don't know what to do other than write a journal entry.
I'm just overcome with saddness and regret. All of the things that I could've done, should've done, and maybe things would be different. There's just so many things that you can look back on and wish you'd have done something different. Why can't things just be simpler.
I don't know what to do. I don't see how I can go back to playing a game or what... I feel like I want to just cry and go to sleep, but crying doesn't help, I've tried, it doesn't soothe any aches, it doesn't bring any solution, so I don't see the point.
I miss having someone who cares so strongly about me, I miss being one of the most important people in someone's life, I miss having someone to just sit and stare at, I miss having someone to just hold and not have to talk, I miss someone I can always go to who will comfort me and make me feel better no matter what, I miss having someone in my life that I never have to worry about them looking down on me, I miss having someone who I can always expect to be there for me, I miss having someone who can cheer me up just by smiling, I miss having someone always on my mind and knowing that I'm on theirs, I miss looking forward so much just to see someone, I miss having someone who I can be goofy with one minute and then serious the next, I miss having someone who knows more about the way I think than I do, I miss someone who can tell me if I'm wrong without making me feel stupid, I miss someone who can just never bore me, I miss so much.
I probably said something twice, I don't really know but I don't feel like going back into it and finding out.
As much as it hurts, I just wish I had someone to hold tonight, someone who I can just sit with and hold tight and talk to them about everything.
I really need to find someone for myself, it's just not fair.
I'm just overcome with saddness and regret. All of the things that I could've done, should've done, and maybe things would be different. There's just so many things that you can look back on and wish you'd have done something different. Why can't things just be simpler.
I don't know what to do. I don't see how I can go back to playing a game or what... I feel like I want to just cry and go to sleep, but crying doesn't help, I've tried, it doesn't soothe any aches, it doesn't bring any solution, so I don't see the point.
I miss having someone who cares so strongly about me, I miss being one of the most important people in someone's life, I miss having someone to just sit and stare at, I miss having someone to just hold and not have to talk, I miss someone I can always go to who will comfort me and make me feel better no matter what, I miss having someone in my life that I never have to worry about them looking down on me, I miss having someone who I can always expect to be there for me, I miss having someone who can cheer me up just by smiling, I miss having someone always on my mind and knowing that I'm on theirs, I miss looking forward so much just to see someone, I miss having someone who I can be goofy with one minute and then serious the next, I miss having someone who knows more about the way I think than I do, I miss someone who can tell me if I'm wrong without making me feel stupid, I miss someone who can just never bore me, I miss so much.
I probably said something twice, I don't really know but I don't feel like going back into it and finding out.
As much as it hurts, I just wish I had someone to hold tonight, someone who I can just sit with and hold tight and talk to them about everything.
I really need to find someone for myself, it's just not fair.