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[nidking]

i keep opening up a convo box with her, only to not type , but just look at the picture of gypsy, in my hat and remember what life used to be like. I know that souds overly dramatic but its true, this week my life has been turned on its head for the first time in a year and abit i cant talk to lou , i dont know how she is , this is so desprate.

at night im ok , ive been just going out with my friends, the greatest friends in the world, and getting really fucked and ignoring this falling asleep in the early hours.