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I sent her an email, i did it, i risked it and i got this back:
"Darling, you said you wanted a break so please just take one, don't make this any harder.
I'll talk to you when you're ready.
Lou"
so there you goes knows whats going on and its cool by her, obviously we'd both not like it to be happenning but it has to, its true i wanted the break, and i should stick to it it is for the best i cant let it get to me, im gonna keep my head high now in two ways, one by by being proud of taking control of this situation and keeping a smile on my face and in my journal so that this time i have to spend with out her passes quickly, with good exam results, and two by going out with the best friends ive ever had tonight after work.
"Darling, you said you wanted a break so please just take one, don't make this any harder.
I'll talk to you when you're ready.
Lou"
so there you goes knows whats going on and its cool by her, obviously we'd both not like it to be happenning but it has to, its true i wanted the break, and i should stick to it it is for the best i cant let it get to me, im gonna keep my head high now in two ways, one by by being proud of taking control of this situation and keeping a smile on my face and in my journal so that this time i have to spend with out her passes quickly, with good exam results, and two by going out with the best friends ive ever had tonight after work.