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[nidking]

I want to phone Louise :( i really do ive had enough, i just want to know where she is, how she is, what shes thinking. Als i think i should tell her what ive realised and how i feel about the situation now, but what if i am wrong , what if its not right what if im still missing the point, then there will be discussion on it or she will say i still dont understand, and ill keep saying i do and then last night will happen again.

what should i do.