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breaks, colds, exams and systitiss make nicky a very sad boy.
However i do feel a little better about things, A as louise must definatley be happy at least for a while , so im safe knowing that, although its very hard to not to worry when someones out driving about when theyve only just past. and B because i feel we wont have that same argument that started this, again. Ive come to understand really how she feels and why it all so out of hand, makes me feel pretty bad about my self really, however "being together" could mean alot of things. Now i know what she means, and where im going wrong. She wants life to be about us about us vs the world like i said earlier like this life isnt mine now, and heres isnt hers , there is only one life between us, and that makes it ours, our life, our life together. I hope im on the right track this time, god i hope i am, in fact god make sure i am , please. not that i beleive in you, but dont forget anyone can be swayed. All the christians out there i can here you telling me "he wont know youve said that" but really? dont you give him any respect, if he made , he can understand our intricasies im sure. Maybe he could do something about my spelling whilst hes at it.
Getting back to the orriginal subject of that last paragraph, i feel like im ready to make a change, in my mind, i think i know what to do to make this better, the only problem now is time, and lack of it. I dont havethe time to make life like that right now, but i will after this break, when im ready.
However i do feel a little better about things, A as louise must definatley be happy at least for a while , so im safe knowing that, although its very hard to not to worry when someones out driving about when theyve only just past. and B because i feel we wont have that same argument that started this, again. Ive come to understand really how she feels and why it all so out of hand, makes me feel pretty bad about my self really, however "being together" could mean alot of things. Now i know what she means, and where im going wrong. She wants life to be about us about us vs the world like i said earlier like this life isnt mine now, and heres isnt hers , there is only one life between us, and that makes it ours, our life, our life together. I hope im on the right track this time, god i hope i am, in fact god make sure i am , please. not that i beleive in you, but dont forget anyone can be swayed. All the christians out there i can here you telling me "he wont know youve said that" but really? dont you give him any respect, if he made , he can understand our intricasies im sure. Maybe he could do something about my spelling whilst hes at it.
Getting back to the orriginal subject of that last paragraph, i feel like im ready to make a change, in my mind, i think i know what to do to make this better, the only problem now is time, and lack of it. I dont havethe time to make life like that right now, but i will after this break, when im ready.