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im at home , waiting for half ten when im going to college to start my day. I have art and art history today not to mention key skills inbetween. cant really be arsed with it, can't wait to go home again.
i cant think anything to write this morning.
Im selling my decks to Harry for £100 and a half Oz of pot and an eigth of skunk and some mushrooms i think which id give to iain. Also were planning on going to Amsterdam somtime near the end of April, staying on a house boat.that i cant wait for.
talking of smoking, louise is becoming increasingly upset about it all and begging me to take a break. i dont want a break but im willing to comprimise. She had an Idea she said if i stopped smoking she'd stop drinking, i didnt want to agree to that. i dont think she needs to do anything, it certainly wouldnt help me because i see drink and smoke a world apart. however if she gave me a set time when i was 'allowed' to smoke say weekends, everyother weekend, once a month, whatever id give it a go, but which ever it is it will take time to get to and she'll think im giving up. i dunno i just wish we could find some saught of middle ground where she was happy with how much i do it, and so am i. Not everything or Nothing lie it seems to be.
thats time to go. God that subject makes me depressed , im so fed up with dealing withit, now my days gonna drag out like a bitch cos im frustrated and demotivated.
i cant think anything to write this morning.
Im selling my decks to Harry for £100 and a half Oz of pot and an eigth of skunk and some mushrooms i think which id give to iain. Also were planning on going to Amsterdam somtime near the end of April, staying on a house boat.that i cant wait for.
talking of smoking, louise is becoming increasingly upset about it all and begging me to take a break. i dont want a break but im willing to comprimise. She had an Idea she said if i stopped smoking she'd stop drinking, i didnt want to agree to that. i dont think she needs to do anything, it certainly wouldnt help me because i see drink and smoke a world apart. however if she gave me a set time when i was 'allowed' to smoke say weekends, everyother weekend, once a month, whatever id give it a go, but which ever it is it will take time to get to and she'll think im giving up. i dunno i just wish we could find some saught of middle ground where she was happy with how much i do it, and so am i. Not everything or Nothing lie it seems to be.
thats time to go. God that subject makes me depressed , im so fed up with dealing withit, now my days gonna drag out like a bitch cos im frustrated and demotivated.