maybe it isn't worth it
Things aren't what they seem to be in these situations, in fact, they never are. There's always going to be things I overlook and don't pay any attention too, or things I don't have any interest in knowing about. But in the end, when I do realize this stuff, it helps me in a way. I know I'm not completly lost in this, because I'm speaking the truth, yet the truths I speak are not being addressed or acknowledged, and that only fuels the fire. Who knew such simple things could be made so difficult, fuck. It's ridiculous.
I need time.
I need time.