hey mr. hangman, go get your rope
I just can't seem to control and channel my emotions that well...and when you put alcohol in the mix, you get me playing depressing songs on my guitar, throwing it on the ground, leaving everybody and running around the block. That was definetly not the best part about last friday.
I feel bad. I should of expressed myself when I wasn't under the influence, that way I would of had control over what I said and how I said it, and I would have considered other's feelings. Because yelling about how unhappy I am and kicking shit didn't get me far, and I didn't say all that I wanted to say and still need to say. Sitting outside for an hour ignoring everyone and causing a rukus didn't help either..
I realize what I did wrong and I know what I have to say.
I know you're not going to read this, but I'm really sorry.
I feel bad. I should of expressed myself when I wasn't under the influence, that way I would of had control over what I said and how I said it, and I would have considered other's feelings. Because yelling about how unhappy I am and kicking shit didn't get me far, and I didn't say all that I wanted to say and still need to say. Sitting outside for an hour ignoring everyone and causing a rukus didn't help either..
I realize what I did wrong and I know what I have to say.
I know you're not going to read this, but I'm really sorry.