"As much as I love Autumn..
...i'm giving myself to ashes."
Anyone else ever get a little taken back when you click "New Weblog Entry" and then the page loads, and there's the dreaded white box? You could have what you want to say completely memorized, but for a split second the box grabs you by the throat..and collapses the words you were wanting to speak..
Things have been ok, lately. Frida night, Jessica and I had a chick-night...plus....a dude. We ate ice cream, and chicken sandwiches...and watched A Walk to Remember, which isn't such a bad movie.
...after typing that last paragraph I was reminded by myself that someone told me earlier, that a good friend of mine thought I was gay. I'm starting to see why. Moving on.
I went home this weekend. I got to watch some football, at the house and I got to hang out with some cool people. Went to the Theatre play Saturday night with Josh and Jill. It was awesome, but it really made me miss still being in high-school...working on the play..just bleh. Went to Taco Bell afterwards, with Josh. We met Ashley, Courtney, Amy, Matt Smith, and Josh Smith there. Cool times hanging out with everyone, until Courtney left to a part with a dickhead..and Josh's car died :\ Still an overall good night, though. Was nice getting to talk to Ashley, again..I miss her.
Saw Jarhead, and got Ice Cream, Sunday afternoon. Pretty good movie. Lots of naked army men..which can make or break it, for you..I suppose. Decent, though.
Lately, I've been feeling like i'm not really doing anything with my life. Like I don't have much purpose, and I don't really do anything but waste time. When I was at BTW, I had Zane..and if we had any idea in the world, we could get it on tape, and make some sort of video out of it. Now, I don't have that. I don't have him, and I don't have the equipment privileges, or people that respect me enough to let me use their stuff. I'm really struggling, with being in college and feeling like i'm not working toward anything, yet. Please be praying.
I got some Finite work to get done, so i'll be leaving now.
Thankful for: Erica Good's hug, that made me feel like I meant something to someone in this world - Taco Bell - Ashley - Courtney - Josh - Jill - Jessica - Vanilla Ice Cream, with Butterfinger.
Anyone else ever get a little taken back when you click "New Weblog Entry" and then the page loads, and there's the dreaded white box? You could have what you want to say completely memorized, but for a split second the box grabs you by the throat..and collapses the words you were wanting to speak..
Things have been ok, lately. Frida night, Jessica and I had a chick-night...plus....a dude. We ate ice cream, and chicken sandwiches...and watched A Walk to Remember, which isn't such a bad movie.
...after typing that last paragraph I was reminded by myself that someone told me earlier, that a good friend of mine thought I was gay. I'm starting to see why. Moving on.
I went home this weekend. I got to watch some football, at the house and I got to hang out with some cool people. Went to the Theatre play Saturday night with Josh and Jill. It was awesome, but it really made me miss still being in high-school...working on the play..just bleh. Went to Taco Bell afterwards, with Josh. We met Ashley, Courtney, Amy, Matt Smith, and Josh Smith there. Cool times hanging out with everyone, until Courtney left to a part with a dickhead..and Josh's car died :\ Still an overall good night, though. Was nice getting to talk to Ashley, again..I miss her.
Saw Jarhead, and got Ice Cream, Sunday afternoon. Pretty good movie. Lots of naked army men..which can make or break it, for you..I suppose. Decent, though.
Lately, I've been feeling like i'm not really doing anything with my life. Like I don't have much purpose, and I don't really do anything but waste time. When I was at BTW, I had Zane..and if we had any idea in the world, we could get it on tape, and make some sort of video out of it. Now, I don't have that. I don't have him, and I don't have the equipment privileges, or people that respect me enough to let me use their stuff. I'm really struggling, with being in college and feeling like i'm not working toward anything, yet. Please be praying.
I got some Finite work to get done, so i'll be leaving now.
Thankful for: Erica Good's hug, that made me feel like I meant something to someone in this world - Taco Bell - Ashley - Courtney - Josh - Jill - Jessica - Vanilla Ice Cream, with Butterfinger.