What a joke.
One of Sean's most important traits that I would always tell people was that he was "emotionally mature" and could help me through a lot of the demons in my past, etc.
Hm.... emotionally mature eh? I think back to the beginning of the relationship where he was very emotionally clingy... Even after I said I wasn't sure I was ready to be in a relationship, that I wanted to go slow, he was trying to convince me to be in one with him. He like, NEEDED that, and didn't give me space. At first I thought, aw sweet, he just really wants to be with me. But looking back, shit. A mature person who cares about you steps back when you ask them to, and doesn't only think of their best interests.
And he was clingy throughout the relationship, maybe even emotionally dependent.
I'm guilty of this also, though... I was kindof worried a lot of the time that he would stop liking me, indicating some definite self-confidence issues... and who would have thought, I was the one who lost interest in him? Or outgrew him maybe... That's so weird. It's like I was avoiding focusing inward or something.
The relationship ended up being poisonous or something. Sad. Kinda my fault. I guess the only thing I can do is focus inward now and figure myself out and love myself.
Hm.... emotionally mature eh? I think back to the beginning of the relationship where he was very emotionally clingy... Even after I said I wasn't sure I was ready to be in a relationship, that I wanted to go slow, he was trying to convince me to be in one with him. He like, NEEDED that, and didn't give me space. At first I thought, aw sweet, he just really wants to be with me. But looking back, shit. A mature person who cares about you steps back when you ask them to, and doesn't only think of their best interests.
And he was clingy throughout the relationship, maybe even emotionally dependent.
I'm guilty of this also, though... I was kindof worried a lot of the time that he would stop liking me, indicating some definite self-confidence issues... and who would have thought, I was the one who lost interest in him? Or outgrew him maybe... That's so weird. It's like I was avoiding focusing inward or something.
The relationship ended up being poisonous or something. Sad. Kinda my fault. I guess the only thing I can do is focus inward now and figure myself out and love myself.