Babble cockery to the max
Back in the days when practicing for dance team competition was the most important thing in my life, who would have foreseen the chaos that was going to errupt in future years. I never thought I could handle this much stress, and emotional responsiblity to the people in my life. I didn't realize how much I was going to appreciate my family once I was living away from home.. how all i want in the world is to be in my living room, with my dog running around, and my brother playing guitar, my grandma chilling like she does and my parents being goofy, just talking and being how a family should be... I never would have thought my dream would begin to solidify in front of me... I never would have thought i would be in college and actually escape the ridiculousness of high school... well some of it anyway. I never would have thought I could be this happy with myself, or confident...despite all the tears and headaches and heartaches, there are very few things I would change...although the person I wish I could do more for, I can't... and it hurts cuz no matter how much I love her, I can never make her life better... I hate not having control, but imperfections are what make life beautiful i guess...the greater the struggle, the greater the reward I suppose.... it's just important to stay positive and remember how much worse things can be... I don't think I'll ever stop believing that.