habit-forming beautiful

[nicoteenager]

so tomorow's the busiest day in a week or so probably, and naturally i cannot sleep come the night before. it's as if god hates me, or i am cursed to not be able to sleep when i need to. it's insomnia, sure, and it's gotten ridiculous lately, but hell. why me? i even took melatonin after i tossed for an hour or two and it's been a while.. still nothing. if i dont make it to the HS tomorrow morning, im suiciding. who's in? we'll make it a patry or something. it could even have a title, "putting suicide back in style."

if i make it up, tomorrow is awesome
if not, i end life

suggestions on suicide method?