living life

Jul 18, 2001 23:37

yeah latly i'v been going through some shit with my real mother, she called me the other day and i asked her how she could kick out her own flesh and blood. she said i didn't know what to do with you. She doesen't understand that i was only 15 at the the time and you just can't expect that i could have taken care of my self at that age but no i was forced to because of my mother. I remember one time when she called the house i was living at and said if i ever tried to come home she would put me in jail you little cunt bitch ect. I never did anything to this women except i didn't let her get her way all the time she she got mad and took me away from my family. Mom I will never forgive you for what you put me througha as a young child. I will hold this in my heart until the day i die i will never forgive you for what you did to me mentaly and physcailly. You don't even realize what i had to do to have food in my moutha nd a place for me to lay my head at night and a place where i could bath. When i lived on elmwood street this guy made me sleep with him every night i stayed there i was forced to had sex. i cryed every night because i felt so durty. I still do to this day that i had to sleep with people at the age of 15 just so i had a roof over my head which you as my mother was supposed to provide. half of my life was ruined because of you mother you damaged my heart forever.
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