bought our tickets for thailand. will the bird flu spread and put an end to our trip? we'll find out in january. i will be in thailand for my birthday if all goes as planned. some of the bones in my body are gravitating toward new york. everyone i know is taking trips there and asking me to go with them. a strange sort of torture. even greg is going in november. oh if i had the money.
as soon as i quit drinking and decided to be abstinate and very solitary they all came running. and they are all great. i refrain from seriousness. lee can cut my cuticles. i want to live alone again. its hard to live with people when everyone your age is in prime drinking mode. most people behave like mice in a running wheel. and they have no idea that they are stuck. these kinds of things tire me.
i love my friends though. i have some really wonderful people in my life.