so stressed outttt
I am so fucking stressed out. I can't even handle it anymore!!! I have been at school for over 8 hours a day for the past 4 days... it's ridiculous. I would absolutley love to go to school around here so i wouldn't spend fucking HOURS of each day in my car sitting in traffic. I really need to get out of the bay area...If only i had some money..my parents dont even have the money to get me a jacket! or umbrella! i walk in the rain at school where there is no overhangs in a cloth sweater that gets soaked in a matter of 30 seconds...what sucks is it's true my parents really dont have money to buy me a fucking jacket..i should be getting a job..but going to school in san jose takes up all of my time. i have maybe like 2 free hours a day when i get home from school and thats it! That's after doing my homework..and doing it well..so if i were to have a job there is pretty much no way that i would be functioning properly which is why i have to wait til my winter break to get a short-term job, and then hopefully i can get a JACKET! because it's WINTER! okay im done bitching..im just going to end the day and fucking go to sleep because i really need to relax and i need my sleep cause i get to wake up tomorrow at 5 am so i can go down to san jose and write an essay for 3 hours...ON A SATURDAY!!!