no time
So this is the first opportunity ive had to update since jolly ol' school started. Senior year is supposed to be kinda easy..SO WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON FOR MY SENIOR YEAR?? I've cried both yesterday and today after i got home because i sit in my french class like a dumbass because i took french 1 my freshman year..and i can't rememeber a god damn thing. If i don't pass this french class it's goodbye state college for me. That would mean i wasted all this time in classes such as chemistry and trig for absolutley no reason whatsoever. My dad is so mad that all of his money that he has spent on high school is going to go to waste just because im not going to go to a state college. Its so stupid how i have had algebra, geometry, trig, and this year precal all on my college application but none of that matters because i don't have a foreign language!!! i'm getting more and more angry by the moment. I really should get some sleep but i am so stressed out that if i lay down im just going to keep getting up and walking around and thinking about what the fuck im going to do with my life. I need to get my shit together, get a meeting with an admissions person at san jose state, and get it all worked out. I wonder if they'll still accept me with a high gpa and all that other jaz, just without my 2nd year of foreign language? yeah i highly doubt that. Well its time to go get to bed cause i have an oral presentation tomorrow in good old french when all i know how to say is hello and i want one last night of semi good sleep before i DIE!