im only happy when it rains.. im only happy when its complicated
still sick and it blows snail private parts. today i went to the mall with jay and got a reallllly cute outfit from american eagle with my gift card and some jeans from abercrombie and fitch. then we came home and watched friends/worked on our scarfs. mines almost done. ps jays mom got me a gift certificate to archivers thanks :0). [37 days til the concerrt!]
I see: the brightness of my annoying computer
I need: my medicine i feel like shit
I find: that many things about highschool are overrated (ie: finals, homecoming, etc.)
I want: someone
I have: many things that i have learned not to take for granted
I wish: i was with maggie in mexico that little whore
I love: my friends
I hate: lies/liers
I miss: middle school
I fear: being kidnapped or losing a friend/family member
I feel: tired and sick
I hear: some movie my brother is watching
I smell: my fierce cologne i got for xmas
I crave: dinner
I search: for someone
I wonder: endlessly
I regret: too many things
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: when jay was over a little while ago
Laughed?: repeat
Cried?: i dont remember
Bought something?: today at the mall
Danced?: sometime today i can garuntee that
Were sarcastic?: eh sometime today
Kissed someone?: one day around beginning of break i dont remmber real days though
Talked to an ex?: yesterday
Watched your favorite movie?: mhmm i have too many
Had a nightmare?: its been awhile
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: im reading some stupid italian book for e.c. in history
Last movie you saw: that i hadnt seen before.. napoleon dynamite
Last song you heard: some random celine dion song on the tv
Last thing you had to drink: water
Last time you showered: yesterday night
Last thing you ate: sbarro
Do You ...
Smoke?: negative
Do drugs?: nope
Have sex?: nope
Sleep with stuffed animals?: my kitty ive had since like 3rd grade i think
Live in the moment?: ehh i would say
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: not at the moment
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: ive had that before its werid
Play an instrument?: haha right i played clarinet in 5th grade for like 3 months
Believe there is life on other planets?: no
Remember your first love?: yes
Still love him/her?: no
Read the newspaper?: fonts too small
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: i did at dance
Believe in miracles?: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: anythings possible
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: for the most part
Consider love a mistake?: no
Like the taste of alcohol?: i guess
Have a favorite candy?: gummy sharks that they used to have in the mall
Believe in magic?: no
Believe in God?: yes
Pray?: yes
Go to church?: yes
Have any secrets?: yes
Have any pets: one dog thats mine- sophie and one dog thats the familys- penny
Do well in school?: all but math, history, bio
Go to or plan to go to college?: yes i plan on it
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: until i find out who it is
Wear hats?: i dont really like hats
Have any piercings?: ears
Have any tattoos?: i wish
Hate yourself?: not at all
Have an obsession?: eyeliner, shopping
Have a secret crush?: not really no its never a secret with me
Have a best friend?: i have 5 of the best
Wish on stars?: the shooting ones
Like your handwriting?: yah
Have any bad habits?: yah i toss my phone around all the time
Care about looks?: my looks? no not really
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: its not a huge factor but i guess
Friends and other people?: no
Believe in witches?: mhm no
Believe in Satan?: mhm
Believe in ghosts?: yah i think