Nov 19, 2004 08:46
Well life is moving foward as expected. Yesterday we had our luncheon at work. I dressed up and looked great. Got lots of complaments. When i got off work things got crazy though. I went by Joshs to talk to him for the 1st time in over a week but it turned out bad. So now i dont have to worry about him or hillary. We are no longer friends b/c he'd rather be w/ her than be freinds w/ me. Nothing more i can do. I tried.
I need to clean my house today. I am going to start packing up my stuff so if i do get this other apartment then i will already haev started getting things done. I hope i get this apartment then i can start life over again. I am not telling anyone where i live. No one no's there will be no problems.
Must get some work done.
Later,
NiCoLi