an infinate luv prys my eyes open,resiting rest that holds potential 2 rape me of my thoghts of him

[nicoleyyacamoly]

hello agian. well last night bryce got arrested for possion of illegal drugs. he had it coming though, i mean it was just some time before he got caught. so i talked to him last night, and i was going to tell him that we shouldn't talk any more, but then he told me what had happened early that night so i decided that i'd wait to talk about the other subject today. but then today rolled around, and when i saw him, i just couldn't. i wanted to be there for him to tell him that everything is going to be okay, and not to worry. and i did, so today he met me between every passing period, like he always does. and everything was okay.but then for lunch i planned to eat alone. when i arrived at my spot, he was waiting for me....so i sat down and we just hung out. i was trying to get his mind off of his problems, because i know how it fells to be in that situation and how shitty it is. but then at the last like 5 minutes, we started talking about serios shit, and i told him that i can;t talk to him any more. and he said that he loves me, and gave me a hug, and walked away. then after 5th it was like i never even said that. same with after school...he was acting like the real him and i loved it. he was even showing his affection infront of people. but even thogh i enjoyed it, i know that it was one of his mind games, just to torment me even more, so i decided that tomorrow, i'm telling him that i REALLY can't talk to him anymore...or at least until im over him COMPLEATLY!!! then we can maybe be friends. hopefully it works this time!! honestly i want this to end and a new relationship to begin!
love ya all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!