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Mathew left again this morning at about 6:30. I took him to where the people were picking him up for Devil Pups. (Hell Puppies as Joe likes to call it...) I hope he has fun, and I know he will...but I'm gonna be miserable again while he's gone.
Its funny because when I first was interviewing for the job at Marble Slab, I told Scott (my boss) that if I could, I wanted to work a 40 hour week because I need the money, but then I started dating Mathew and now I don't give a shit about money, only about spending time with him.
I just keep having to look forward to July 27th. That's when we're leaving for KS and we'll be with each other for 12 days straight until I leave and then we're apart for another 12 probably until he drives back with his dad. At least we have those 12. He won't be here when I start school, and for some reason that makes me really sad. At least they have a telephone line out there now so I won't have to deal with the static of his cell phone.
I love him. I've never been so infatuated with anyone in my entire life.
Its funny because when I first was interviewing for the job at Marble Slab, I told Scott (my boss) that if I could, I wanted to work a 40 hour week because I need the money, but then I started dating Mathew and now I don't give a shit about money, only about spending time with him.
I just keep having to look forward to July 27th. That's when we're leaving for KS and we'll be with each other for 12 days straight until I leave and then we're apart for another 12 probably until he drives back with his dad. At least we have those 12. He won't be here when I start school, and for some reason that makes me really sad. At least they have a telephone line out there now so I won't have to deal with the static of his cell phone.
I love him. I've never been so infatuated with anyone in my entire life.