Day 6

May 07, 2008 00:03

I haven't gotten much done, but 1506 words today (Am writing somemore, but would probably be off to bed soon) as I was doing the required essays before my interview on this coming Thursday. I can't even come up with anything for the essays and have been procrastinating.

The fact that my computer ate some few hundreds of precious, awesome words for part of my story interview really pissed me off though. And worst still, since I wrote that like few hours ago without backing up, I can't remember exactly what I've written and the rewrite just doesn't seem as awesome as what I've written before. Sigh.

Am horribly (mind) exhausted because of the bloody essays in Malay - which I suck at. I'm applying to be a fucking English teacher for God's sake. And why are the questions asked in Malay? How bloody idiotic is that?

Forgive me, this blog was supposed to only be used for writing rants.

So yeah. I think those 1506 words were alright though. And if I had the time to actually sit down and write without any distractions whatsoever, I'd be able to finish all the questions I directed at myself. I just need a few hours, and a running muse and it'd be great. Too bad I can't though, real life's pretty hectic nowadays. And tomorrow I gotta prepare myself for that interview.

Which means no writing. Which just sucks. Cause I'm in the mood.

Why is it that when I don't have the time to write, I just get this wonderful ideas that just needs time to be properly written down? And yet, days ago, when I was free as shit, I couldn't even write anything. Gah! What's wrong with me?

Anyways, the bed's calling me. Tomorrow shall be a day of prep.

Wish me luck.

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