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You know those times in life where everything just goes insane in the blink of an eye? I'm there. Its like you might know things are getting a little weird but you never think it'll all explode in about 2 seconds while you're sipping your morning coffee or chomping on your lunchtime apple. I knew my group wasn't quite right and I hadn't heard from Jess in ages or any of the other girls in almost as long. But when Jess started talking about how she was dumped on her ass when she got injured in asia, I was honestly shocked. And now just recently Kim made it very public she wanted nothing to do with Pussycat Dolls anymore either and she felt like it was them against me all along then right away after that Ash bowed out a little more gracefully. All of which left me in total shock, I take the blame on probably being ignorant on all of their unhappiness, but I never would have thought it was so bad to leave in such a hateful way. For about 5 minutes I was devastated, it felt like my own family that I'd spent every moment with for the last few years just decided I was a mistake child and no one wanted me around anymore. But in the end if they feel better on their own I can't throw fits and make them take it back. So here I am, still Nicole from the Pussycat Dolls wishing the baby girls all the luck and happiness in the world, and while Robin figures out the new Pussycat Dolls, I'm going to friggin dance! I've already gotten a bunch of really excited messages about it, but if you haven't heard, I signed up for Dancing With The Stars this time around. Derek was fortunate enough to get paired up with this little disaster and thank goodness for that. We've found out that we have the exact same sense of humor and very similar morals with us always cracking horrible jokes and trying our hardest not to ever cuss. We've been working crazy hard and I apologize if everytime you try to watch an entertainment show you're stuck hearing about it all, but when it all gets going I'd appreciate everyones support! If you know me enough to read this entire huge (for me) update, you know just how crazy competitive I am and I've just got to win that shiny disco ball, I'm not above bribery.
That's it, that's my life right now. Its coming together again I think and if it starts to crumble a little there's a good hand or two nearby to grab onto for a change. Its fun to try new things like ballroom dancing and trusting a good man, and how can anything go wrong now with it staying light out so long? Am I the only one loving this time change?
That's it, that's my life right now. Its coming together again I think and if it starts to crumble a little there's a good hand or two nearby to grab onto for a change. Its fun to try new things like ballroom dancing and trusting a good man, and how can anything go wrong now with it staying light out so long? Am I the only one loving this time change?