hey

[nicolerichie320]

wow im confused. im over someone i never get to talk to them so i just give up with that. i slept over fefe's house on wednesday and i met her cousin me and him never fell asleep we talk for like 9 hours with ppl in the room some of the times. fefe was being stupid and was telling us to make out she was just being really annoying. and alicia slept over too. fefe was being boring she was just sitting on the computer the whole time. and so me and alicia were putting on fefe's clothes and modeling then for fefe's cousin and her sister and stuff then we ran out of clothes and we went down stairs(without fefe) and we were hanging out in the office with fefe's sister her cousin and her sisters friend and then me alicia and her cousin went into another room so we could have a conversation without worrying that fefe's sister would hear and the 3 of us were hanging out and talking and stuff and then fefe came down and was being stupid and thats when she was telling me and her cousin to make out. then she went upstairs to go to sleep and alicia went to so then i was sitting on the other side of the room talking to fefe's cousin on a chair as far away as i could get without leaving the room because i have a personal space problem and then alicia come back down stairs and he was hanging out in the room because she couldnt sleep then around 7am we went on the computer and at 8:30am alicia went to sleep and then it was just me and fefe's cousin again and we were talking. he has fluffy hair so i was playing with it and then we went up stairs in the living room were fefe alicia fefe's sister and her sister friend were sleeping and the tv was on so we were just watching tv waiting for then to wake up and so he was sitting on the chair and i was sitting on the ground in front of him and he was playing with my hair and he scared the crap out of me because he was behind me and i couldnt see him and he just kisses me on the cheek and i like freaked out it was weird because thats never happened to me before. and me with my anxiety problem it freaked me out. i mean it still made me really happy but it was like holy shit. but i didnt say it out loud. but yeah this is really long wow. oh and i went shopping today! yay i got purple eyeliner! its so cool. i got a bunch of other stuff to but that just happens to be the coolest thing i got. oh and im moving in october. ugh! i so dont want to this is so not cool.
but yeah i have nothing else to say so ill ttyl
Shoshanna Emma Rose