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[nicolepaige]

ok this is for dustin and im gonna get kind of deep here. i love you baby so much and i know you know it. i've been sittin at mel's reading jamie's lj again and i really need to stop because it just makes me sad that you felt all that for her and it wasnt me. idk i know i shouldnt read it because it was a really long time ago and it's not good for me. but im not writing this to bring her up. i really dont know what i would do without you and i know a lot of people who have been in a relationship say that because they think thats what happens when you go out with someone. i dont even know if im making any sense. i cant lose you and i wish you could promise me that we'll be together forever and nothing will go wrong and you'll never leave me, but i cant make you promise me that because it's not a garuntee. i know things are going to go wrong and that's fine, whatever it is we'll get through it. i just wish i could see what's going to happen. i called you tonight at work just to hear you say that you love me. i love you. i love you. <3 S2 S? i love you a million times more than jamie ever did.
nicole paige mozak