some jitters - some good vibes
I've found that I'm doing much better with accepting that I'm going to be on my own in such a short period of time. If I didnt have the late night chats with my roommate of all the cool things we'll be doing - getting our sea monkeys :) and decorating, then I think that I would be ready to back out and not go.....even though I cant imagine myself doing that- it still wouldnt surprise me the overwhelming feelings that have made me want to crush inside and just go back to highschool. Mel's sleepover tomorrow - all the girls will be back together for one last hhhhooooorah! before we all break up and go seperate ways...
HAM bash was funny as hell - although the bugbites I have on my legs are harsh. I went that night not planning on swimming - and then I got suckered in to putting a tank and shorts on and getting in....what the hell was I thinking.... although, the dock was fun - the boat, climbing out and having to grab on to clay to get out...Mrs. Ramsdell telling her "dead moose" on the bottom story... I guess that it was worth it in the end. Thanks to all who made it a very awesome night!!
Tonight I can say that I was a bit worried and freaked out when I heard of the Tornado warning, with it being in sanford/south berwick.... It scared the shit outta me actually - I was talking to my mom, and then she got cut off - and for a moment I felt like "WHERE THE HELL IS MY MOM" even though I was with my dad!! It made me think of what I'm going to be going through at school....another addition to my "I cant do it" files.
One of the sweetest things that I have had done to me, was that I recieved a call from Christie and Joel Gott (Owners and artisits of Atlantic tattoo Co.) telling me that they would miss me, that they wished me the best of luck, and that I needed to stop by to say hello whenever I was home. I've had work done by both of them, but 3 out of my 4 tattoos are by christie - and she was almost in tears, as she called me "one of her own" because I would stop by this summer just to chat, to see how she was, and I asked her questions like she were my own mom.....Never have I had anyone make me feel so special in that way.
To those of you I wont see before I leave - Thank you for making my high school years amazing
To those of you I will see - LETS HAVE SOME FUN and make it worth our while. :) I LOVE YOU ALL!!
HAM bash was funny as hell - although the bugbites I have on my legs are harsh. I went that night not planning on swimming - and then I got suckered in to putting a tank and shorts on and getting in....what the hell was I thinking.... although, the dock was fun - the boat, climbing out and having to grab on to clay to get out...Mrs. Ramsdell telling her "dead moose" on the bottom story... I guess that it was worth it in the end. Thanks to all who made it a very awesome night!!
Tonight I can say that I was a bit worried and freaked out when I heard of the Tornado warning, with it being in sanford/south berwick.... It scared the shit outta me actually - I was talking to my mom, and then she got cut off - and for a moment I felt like "WHERE THE HELL IS MY MOM" even though I was with my dad!! It made me think of what I'm going to be going through at school....another addition to my "I cant do it" files.
One of the sweetest things that I have had done to me, was that I recieved a call from Christie and Joel Gott (Owners and artisits of Atlantic tattoo Co.) telling me that they would miss me, that they wished me the best of luck, and that I needed to stop by to say hello whenever I was home. I've had work done by both of them, but 3 out of my 4 tattoos are by christie - and she was almost in tears, as she called me "one of her own" because I would stop by this summer just to chat, to see how she was, and I asked her questions like she were my own mom.....Never have I had anyone make me feel so special in that way.
To those of you I wont see before I leave - Thank you for making my high school years amazing
To those of you I will see - LETS HAVE SOME FUN and make it worth our while. :) I LOVE YOU ALL!!